Experiencing a sharp shift in consciousness that is not aligned with the perpetuated values of any organization leads to opportunistic experience.
Can I hold my own grounding and alignment amongst dishonesty, unearned blame and betrayl? Do I lose my center? Am I able to shift my intentionality to remain in integrity when asked to act dishonestly? Can I remain aligned to my own integrity when provoked? Every provocation is an inward dialogue.
Every manifestation of split consciousness resonates from the conception and leadership of any organization.
During time of trial in holding my own synergy, I’ve value my dreams. Gaining clarity in spirit, I’m able to evolve what consciousness I embody. I’m able to process conflict resolution through my dreams. I’ve faced the areas of my own consciousness that call for loving attention during waking hours.
Recently I began to feel pain in my left knee that accompanied a dull ache in the bottom of my foot that had persisted through a couple of days of willful working. I knew that the night would bring insight. Either the pain would subside or turn up.
Well, turn up it did and at 2:20 am I woke up in acute stress response. The pain was radiating from the bottom of my rib cage downward. I couldn’t move, couldn’t walk and wimpered as I attempted to breathe into my body. The pain held the consciousness of experiencing dishonesty, stress, emotional negativity. My body was holding the manifestation of split consciousness in the name of material growth masked as positive development. This is calling for attention in our world!
As I shifted through states of consciousness and waves of pain, visions evolved. As the sun approached, I envisioned a large angel and had the direct impression of myself. Wings expanded and contracted to rest and a dark drip fell to the left bottom of the left wing. It felt like this life. As soon as I acknowledged so, the dark spot turned into sparkling diamonds and was absorbed by a wing’s feather. The purity of my wing was left intact. I let this experience return into ether.
This vision reappeared in my mind screen on it’s own accord through my exhaustion during the following day. A profound sense of clarity in direction to surrender to divine order landed in me. I released the split in consciousness I had carried and perpetuated in the experienced stress.
I continue into this morning with vivid dreams, some with loved ones. I wake up to facilitating energy healings with my beloved fellow humans. I continue to affirm through prayer that these experiences will evolve my understanding. My heart’s resonance is to release any roles that no longer serve my refinement. My refinement serves divine utilization of this bodily form in which I currently dwell.
What consciousness does our pain carry? As our bodily temples release pain, what will we create in the unburdened space?